Friday, September 29, 2006 . 9/29/2006 09:34:00 PM
Prelim is over, marking day is over.. Today we get the result of some subjects, the result is bad. We get physic paper 1st, bad and sad, coz the mark is not i want, lower than i expect.. I disappiont to myself.. Then get the English paper... paper 1 juz pass, no need to say, my paper 2 sure fail... so total mark sure fail... Follow by getting SS paper, fail again... FAIL, FAIL, FAIL... U can see how lousy i am!!!! I am really a lousy person, it is true... LOUSY!!! Nobody will be lousy than me... Why God allow me to live in this world to waste money, food and everything or even the air??? The space leave for me on the earth is wasted. Ya, it is wasted.. Some friends say tat i am a pig, maybe u r juz kidding, but when i think carefully, i am really looks like a pig. I only know eating and sleeping, eat until so fat... Pig lifestyle... Somemore, maybe pig also better than me.. Ppl can sell pork to earn money, but i am useless, i cant do well on everything.. Pig!!! I cant do well on my study, only noe how to make myself more pretty... Btw, what is the point to make a pig pretty??? No one would care u, coz u r a pig... Yes, i am a pig... A lousy pig... Live until like this, 失败. Why other ppl can get good results, but i cant?? Am I stupid??? I am looking for the answer.. Nw, i really lost confidence le... hax... I only know how to courage ppl, but dun know use the same method to courage myself... Stupid girl...Anyway, talk so much rubbish is useless... Change these rubbish to the power, i will work hard de.. Then we work hard together ba.. JIA YOU!!!
Pig!!! Wake up and Work hard!!!!