Tuesday, May 30, 2006 . 5/30/2006 07:28:00 PM
Today i feel a bit sad, sad for U.... Hax.... Friend not happy, of course i also not happy... I noe you are very depressed, i wan help u, but dun noe what should i do, maybe nothing.... I can only do is support u, beside u...First time to feel tat i will lose u, though u r not belong to me, or i can say i will lose my best friend... Very SAD... How it will be? I cant imagine... Do u bear to left us then go oversea??? I dun think so.... Two yrs only, why u cannot accept it? U rather choose go oversea yourself but not stay in yr hometown? Is it u really wan??? Maybe u never consider tat u will have a very hard period of time when u r in oversea... That is my experience...
Say true one i dun wan u go oversea, coz i dun wan lose u... Maybe when u see this u will feel i am very selfish... but it is true.. I also hope tat u will have a good future... really hope that... Sometimes treat u so rude, but some words no need to say but u should noe, coz we r friends... I am a stubborn girl, the "gold" mouth always cannot keep saying "sorry" or "thanks", and also hard to express my feeling...so i use to write...but i will remember clearly who treat me good... I will remember...
Know u 3 yrs, first time to write this... hehe... dun wan to lose u, if u not beside me nobody will remind me to do what... nobody will help me plan to do what... and nobody will everyday nag me and nobody will purposely to make me angry but i dun really feel angry.... Suddenly, u become so important hor...=)
Dun noe say what can make u dun worry about tat, dun noe say what can make u cheer up... Tell me, what can i do for u? I will do it. See u not happy i also cannot cheer up... Maybe i say all of these too early but really hope u can happy...=)
Anyway, no matter what u decide, i will always beside u and support u... Even u choose not stay here... I will respect yr choice...NO MATTER WHAT...
And u will NEVER NEVER lose me this friend... trust me... Hope u can happy always... haha... u still young, so dun think too much, later u become old, not handsome le, haha~~~ U can only do is value what u have nw... Dun worry about it... Remember cheer up !!!!!!
This blog is special for yuxuan, so other friends see see only can le, dun talk about it. I hope u all should noe what i mean. =) Thanks..